I was pondering the meaning of life today. Well, Ok, maybe not that deep. Let's just say I waded in the water. Found it a bit chilly then got right out.
We come in contact with so many folks during our time on this planet. Hundreds, thousands or probably tens of thousands of individuals come before us. At school, work, the bank, the store, here on the net, at a wedding or party. Yet in the end, except for a very, very few, it seems to me that we are but footnotes in their minds. That person who smiled at us. A guy who might have shared an intimate thought or a woman who cried at a wedding.
We file away these footnotes, to be lost in the dusty storage cabinets of our memories. Something might flash before us and that storage bit is quickly activated. It creates a feeling or emotion, a physical response. Sometimes like a flood light. Another like a flash bulb or a wisp of candle light.
Our mind is filled with footnotes.
So, let me fill in the footnotes here.
Son turned 21 last week.
Eldest graduates nursing school next year
Miny Me is a junior in High School and still very much his dad.
And as for me? Well Me is at peace. Me still struggles with what the future holds. Me has put assunder past indiscretions and is thankful to have finally lit the funeral fire to them. Me thinks that I've learned much from my mistakes, has found a path that is true and is back to center. Me worries about others and how I walked their path before. Me knows what the road holds. Me knows there is nothing Me can do to help them. They must learn on their own, alone. After all, like Me, they are fools.
Me thinks...
No one can save a fool.